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Jan. 30th, 2017 06:07 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
korafoxI'm trying a new thing where I keep my netbook in my studio as much as I can. It's a good incentive to 1) spend more time in here, and 2) not putz around on the internet all night while flopped on the couch. It's yet to be determined whether this is successful or not, although I did manage to spend almost three hours arting yesterday.
The problem is that I've definitely reached the point where I am just slogging forward with the Visionary without feeling like it's coming together, and I'm afraid I'm going to get ten more hours into it and it's going to become painfully clear that I've screwed it up beyond fixing. It requires a measure of trust, and trust in myself, and I absolutely do not have that right now.
...okay, so I've unplugged the netbook and am camping on the couch right now, but it's for a good cause. I'm being a good citizen and watching the mayoral primary debate for our city. The good news is that two of the three candidates seem to be highly qualified and it's going to be difficult to choose between them. I like having good choices.
The problem is that I've definitely reached the point where I am just slogging forward with the Visionary without feeling like it's coming together, and I'm afraid I'm going to get ten more hours into it and it's going to become painfully clear that I've screwed it up beyond fixing. It requires a measure of trust, and trust in myself, and I absolutely do not have that right now.
...okay, so I've unplugged the netbook and am camping on the couch right now, but it's for a good cause. I'm being a good citizen and watching the mayoral primary debate for our city. The good news is that two of the three candidates seem to be highly qualified and it's going to be difficult to choose between them. I like having good choices.
