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When I have anxiety dreams, they are inevitably some variation on "A Big Bad Thing is coming and you have to pack everything for the rest of your life into a bag and get out before it arrives!".  And I never, ever manage to finish packing and actually leave--there is always One More Thing again and again until I wake up.

I really don't appreciate life reflecting dreams right now because this is exactly how I feel in getting our household prepared for the possibility of quarantine.  There keeps being something I forgot to get during the last grocery trip, and it's not like I can just take off from work in the middle of the day to go shopping.  And that doesn't even count the unknown unknowns that haven't occurred to me. 

Likely I need to chill out because we definitely have enough food, but I still worry that we need more fruit and veg options.  But likely I will try to fit in another grocery trip before the weekend regardless.  >__<