Too. Many. Things.

I am feeling so very overwhelmed the last week or so.  My to-do list has absolutely ballooned, both for my personal things and for stuff I need to get done at work.  And of course, the bulk of it is multi-step forward planning that requires me to make decisions and reservations with other people's money, which is about top on my "do not want" stress list.

I have the to-do list, but just looking at it makes my chest tight.  I really, really need to make some inroads this weekend.  That requires first being able to get over the anxiety and decision fatigue and starting on something, though.  This requires first not curling up on the couch and sticking my metaphorical fingers in my ears and going "lalala".

Screw everything, I am starting with walkies at the park.  Maybe that will decompress my chest a little and let me breathe.