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Aug. 19th, 2006 11:59 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
korafoxToday feels very strange for some reason. And sadly, despite having had plenty of time asleep, I cannot remember my dreams. Usually this is not the case...and dreams are very precious to me. They are a chance to step outside myself, have some sort of experience I could not in the waking world.
Well, I think I shall try to enjoy my last weekend without a roommate. I wonder if I can finish another book in the next two days! (Last weekend I finished one, and read two short books).
My uncle and his family may be coming by with my parents for a visit today. Is it a bad thing that I do not particularly wish to see them? I do feel awful about it, but I also know that my uncle and I often have a clash of personalities that can be particularly....stressful. He doesn't seem to realize that some of the teasing he does isn't taken well. Though at least now that I have a little more self-confidence, it's easier for me to toss it aside.
Is it strange to want, simultaneously, to be alone and with friends at the same time? Perhaps I just need to hear people talking, but not having to go through the frustration of making conversation myself. I am not very good at being social and talkative...I would rather just stay quiet and listen.
Well, I shall go now and see what I can do before lunch.
Happy thoughts~
Well, I think I shall try to enjoy my last weekend without a roommate. I wonder if I can finish another book in the next two days! (Last weekend I finished one, and read two short books).
My uncle and his family may be coming by with my parents for a visit today. Is it a bad thing that I do not particularly wish to see them? I do feel awful about it, but I also know that my uncle and I often have a clash of personalities that can be particularly....stressful. He doesn't seem to realize that some of the teasing he does isn't taken well. Though at least now that I have a little more self-confidence, it's easier for me to toss it aside.
Is it strange to want, simultaneously, to be alone and with friends at the same time? Perhaps I just need to hear people talking, but not having to go through the frustration of making conversation myself. I am not very good at being social and talkative...I would rather just stay quiet and listen.
Well, I shall go now and see what I can do before lunch.
Happy thoughts~
