korafox: text: Let me 'splain...No.  There is too much. Let me sum up. (summarize)
I am feeling so very overwhelmed the last week or so.  My to-do list has absolutely ballooned, both for my personal things and for stuff I need to get done at work.  And of course, the bulk of it is multi-step forward planning that requires me to make decisions and reservations with other people's money, which is about top on my "do not want" stress list.

I have the to-do list, but just looking at it makes my chest tight.  I really, really need to make some inroads this weekend.  That requires first being able to get over the anxiety and decision fatigue and starting on something, though.  This requires first not curling up on the couch and sticking my metaphorical fingers in my ears and going "lalala".

Screw everything, I am starting with walkies at the park.  Maybe that will decompress my chest a little and let me breathe.

korafox: wheat field with cypresses (Default)
This is apparently one of those days where I'm reminded that despite my best efforts, I'm an introvert at heart.  I'd like to blame the weather for feeling off-balance the whole day, but that's probably only part of it (nothing like cold and rain to make you want a quiet room, warm blanket, and good book).  I think it's more that I've been all at loose ends the past few days and haven't had time to re-center myself.  Unfortunately, with Game on Saturday, the trip to the parents' house, and all manner of wedding stuff to do over the weekend, that doesn't look like it's going to happen any time soon.

To-do:
-Wedding-dress perusal
-Figure out what the hell Faerie looks like in my universe
-Try not to go crazy with visiting/visitors
-Chai. By all that is good and holy, chai.

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