Also work is being a bear crouched over my mental health and I don't think it's going to get any better for the next six weeks or so. Without getting into details, I am trying to correct a pretty major problem that is 90% other people's oversight (I think I hope). Besides the massive amount of time, effort, and detail juggling this is going to take, now my brain is internalizing the situation as My Fault and proof that I Am Doing It Wrong and this is rightfully going to reflect poorly on me in everyone's eyes. *le sigh*
But hey, on the bright side, I am going to be moved up to full-time starting next month! (Yay bennies!) So at least if this is not fixed by August 1st I will have more hours in the day to work on it. Oh gods, it had better be sorted out by then, though.
So yes, I am in holding pattern/mental health turtle position right now. I will try my best to resurface before mid-September.